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8.10.07
title: LDR time: 10:47 PM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- shermeen and jiamin had this short talk on LDR today. jiamin said something about wont it suck when you want the person there to be by yr side physically to console you or just be there but she/he just cant be? i'd say yeah it does. hmm. distance makes the heart grow fonder and stronger. but so does it just make you miss a person way too much. right? i had an extremely long journey from school back til home today. well, it might have seem longer than usual only because it was a very wet day and it pretty much felt sucky because i wasnt sure how i fared for my maths. not to mention the sky turned darker everytime i looked out the bus window. i was tired and pretty much still doing what i always do, daydream. for a while there though, it felt like i was looking at everything move slower than usual around me. as if it were the last day of my life. well evidently, it wasn't. i was in fact already thinking of msg'ing qt to tell her to rmb her promise of getting me a bed of roses of all colours for my funeral. but generally, i want black ones. really. getting squished with people in the bus makes me think a lot sometimes. what kinda different lives does everyone i see live. i met two woman who seemed to be going thru major pms or menopause today. the woman checking my passport & student pass at the immigration who looked like the world owed her something and the woman who checks people's bus tickets. the woman who checked my passport was like doing everything so roughly and threw my student pass back in my passport as if she hated it so much. i was kinda peeved but still said a tiny "thanks." when i took it back. the bus ticket woman kinda made everyone irritated by making a huge din bout this guy who didnt want to get off the bus eventho it was full. & yeah, i was one of the few who was so near the bus yet couldnt get in and waited for about another 20 mins before the next one came. but just as much as i gave everyone blank stares and from time to time "stop looking at my hair or i'd dig yr eyeballs out look", i figured that i should probably not think too much about other people's unpleasantness, after all. everyone goes through hard days. and maybe, just maybe. today was theirs. in a few minutes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ily! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI AN! x xx |