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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

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    30.6.08
    title: I, U, Promise.
    time: 11:56 PM
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    stop smoking; have a lollipop.
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    ever once felt extremely hurt and sad when people keep promising you that they'd stop doing something and end up still doing it? if not in front of you, behind your back?
    scenario:
    an alcholic guy who promises to quit drinking tells his girlfriend,
    "honey, i promise i'm not going to drink and won't be drinking all week." when he really is having his 3rd bottle of beer already.
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    guys who actually find girlfriends like this over-controlling and irritating, should just realise sometimes that it is honestly a blessing that at least ONE person loves you enough and cares about your health. and that she is not just trying to be possessive and irritating.
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    sometimes people think ignorance is bliss. one word, no.
    sometimes people think knowing it all is good. well, not always.
    though, the way i rather it be.
    at least that's the way it goes for me.
    i know. i'm so hard to please.
    *
    sometimes its just the word promise in the sentence.
    "i promise i'd quit."
    "i promise i am not going to do this anymore."
    "i promise i'm never going to hurt you ever again."
    "i promise there's nothing going on between us."
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    like. really?
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    see. that's the thing about me.
    i believe people when they say they promise.
    almost every single time.
    even if i know that person has a tendency to not keep to their promises.
    its just me.
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    so everytime the promise is broken.
    my heart drops to the floor & breaks.
    its like a roller coaster ride.
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    well, i dont know if anyone could relate to this feeling.
    i know that at least ONE of my friend can.
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    but here's the thing.
    as much as people get their promises broken.
    as much as people feel like they have lost a competition with a bad habit.
    as much as people have to mend their hearts over and over again.
    people, are only humans.
    whom always just end up loving the other person too much and decides to bear with it all.
    take it all up and plaster a smile on their faces.
    as though everything is alright.
    and, hope.
    *
    i might be a hypocrite to a certain extend. but...
    why did 99% of people have to comform to the world after graduating high school.
    why couldn't everything just be simple and innocent.
    THAT would have been really nice.
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    x
    ps. my hope is at critical level.