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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might to death, or hate to the core.

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    5.3.09
    title: i choose.
    time: 11:11 PM
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    a few years ago, i used to take everything really hard.
    a comment, a fight for love, a misunderstanding .
    & with that, i could think about these for days.
    i'd be affected for some time.
    i'd be silly & make mistakes in the hopes of seeing a real cinderella story happen to me.
    i'd do everything to try erase the misunderstanding.
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    now,
    everything's a lot better.
    its as though i wake up eating magical happy cereal breakfast & i can look at the days to come and smile knowing no matter what, i can pull through.
    & i'll give myself time to be human and still be sad or disappointed sometimes.
    but not let that be who I am.
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    so, now,
    a comment is just a comment.
    if i don't believe it, it does me no harm.
    my cinderella story?
    i've woken up. so, come what may.
    life was never the fairytale that i thought would happen if i worked hard enough at it.

    a misunderstanding?
    chances is if anyone misunderstands me, they don't know me to begin with.
    or obviously, they never knew there's two sides to a coin.

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    you've to go through life, be it while being happy or sad.
    so i choose to live being happy.
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    x
    ps. and THAT is the change.