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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

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    12.6.09
    title: the best
    time: 1:14 AM
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    i reckon i've been deep in thought for most part of the day.
    and i guess thats good coz it shuts me up from talking nonstop sometimes. haha!
    and what got me thinking at one point was how much a person is worth.

    i think everyone has a chance to be the best for someone.
    for some time then, i was starting to feel lousy.
    maybe its the self comparison or the little insinuations i kept pricking myself with.
    telling myself i really wasn't good enough and that i'm not worth it.
    and that all things bad should happen to me coz i deserve it someway somehow.

    but i realised just because i don't live up to standard for some people, doesn't make me a person that's worth any less.
    just the same for anyone out there.
    just because ONE person doesn't think you're worth it, that should never define who you are.
    there will always be one person who thinks you're the world even when the world thinks you're just another one more person.

    i will eventually find someone who thinks that way of me someday.
    and best if reciprocated by me.
    i'm guessing someone like that, will be worth the wait.

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