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that plunge of letting go.

okay i'm not here to go all yada'ing about some relationship thing now.
i've been doing that a bit too often.
as if i'm some relationship guru which i'm not.
maybe its just the need to rant over it coz relationships happen everywhere.

my letting go today is about letting go of what people label you as.
or perhaps what you kinda trapped urself in. like some selfmade stronghold.

i realised this through soccer actually.
sibs watched me play the other time and told me that it is super clear that i'm not pushing myself enough. that i'm not even running for the ball the way i could run better.
stuff like that.

made me realise that i did really have this stronghold put on myself.
thinking i couldnt do it coz everyone seems to think i cant do it.
that janice chian and playing soccer doesn't work at all.

and that makes it all good. coz i now know how these strongholds in my life make me as a person. how they stop me from doing what i might be doing so much better.
honestly, a good lesson. in all areas.

i'm not saying i'm going to be like the best female soccer player now.
merely proud to say that i am taking that step of plunging into letting go of those strongholds and breaking through.
in not only soccer, maybe my math (hate math rmb?), and prolly a lot of other things in my life.

thats one of my strongholds, everyone's bound to have one.
whats yours?

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