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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

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    27.9.09
    title: my twenty.
    time: 1:54 AM
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    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND LAUREN.
    my cuzzie whose birthday fell on the 25th.

    how was my birthday?
    yes there was the BEP...
    the trip to KL...
    and there was the partying...

    "tonights gonna be a good good night..."

    how would i know things would've turned out to be... a little more eventful.
    not entirely in the good way.

    celebrating Arthur's Day was waiting for hours before BEP performed.
    which by then all of us were sweating like we just played soccer.
    literally.
    shir and i decided to get out of the crowd and stand behind while the rest joined us after a while.
    the other bands except Reshmonu were like making us beg them to get off stage.
    and there were inconsiderate people trying to push in the crowd and smoke. SMOKE!
    like hey do what you want but please dont smoke while we are all trying to even get normal oxygen at that point.
    the bald ang moh guy who cut our place and started smoking got it from me.
    made me yell from behind "DUDE! WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP SMOKING?"
    which he did.
    friends were shocked at my guts.
    well, dont push my button.
    other than all those, BEP was still good. =) and i still think i did have fun even being behind.

    next event.
    shir's camera got stolen in the club. pickpocketed. sigh.
    and i feel so super guilty bout it that i couldnt be happy anymore.
    and thefts honestly piss the hell out of me these days.
    i hope the person who stole her thing _______________________...
    well, unless that person really did need the $$$ like life and death matter.
    but ARGHHHHHHH!!!!
    why couldnt people in the world be more upright?

    see. i sound like as though people had wish me "ANGRY BIRTHDAY!" instead of HAPPY right?

    but see. here's the other thing.
    despite it all...
    i have the amazing presents this year.
    & more importantly,
    the perfect family and amazing friends who actually came out to spend it with me.
    so yes, forget the anger, and the upset...
    i am happy.
    the silly things i got upset over are minor.
    the thoughts, friendship and love that i got. surpasses all that.

    i'm happy i'm twen-ty.
    i appreciate the fact that i got here.
    and all the other big and lil things that got me here and will get me further.

    x
    ps. i dont have pics as you guys can tell. considering the lost of camera. might have some in munnie and jasmine's camera though. but here's a few from my phone after the club.
    pps. sigh. and here now i've TONS of homework to finish.