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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might ♥ to death, or hate to the core.

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    11.10.07
    title: doubt.
    time: 11:49 PM
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    when you walk away, i count the steps that you take.
    do you see how much i need you right now?
    -my emo song that reminds me of someone, some people.-

    i'd a bad time last night.
    the kinda night where you toss around the bed thinking that everything's not right.
    the kind where you almost wish everything good in yr life disappears too.
    because they almost seem not good too.
    wishing i could scream and run away.
    and its not even for any real reason.

    i have this friend who used to say "life is meaningless" almost everyday last time.
    and i was always going on about how it wasnt meaningless.
    and how life is so good and uhm, all things add together for good.
    but dont u think it sucks when even yr own stands sometimes waver?
    coz in that sense, i wavered.

    i'm not an unhappy person now.
    just feeling down a lot from time to time.
    but i'm starting to doubt a lot of things i believed in once.
    fairytales? bleh.
    happy endings? bleh.
    forever? bleh.

    sometimes not wishing is just the BEST way really.
    no expectations, no disappointment.

    live like me.
    take everything one step at a time!
    no more fantasizing how life should really be.
    coz it almost never happens.


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