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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might ♥ to death, or hate to the core.

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    17.7.08
    title: back off.
    time: 11:50 PM
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    first of all, to you who don't know how to appreciate what you have.
    its too late now.
    its too late to say sorry and that you love her.
    or that you'd stop hanging with the other girl
    (as much as you've promised to for a million times).
    you knew from the start that it was a choice you had to make.
    why did you try to mess with it?!
    you can say that you'd stop now.
    but its really too late. the hurt you've caused her...
    is something she never deserved for being someone who gave you everything.
    so you've stopped.
    but let me give you an example.
    i may be stepping on your toe and hurting you that way.
    but by me stopping, it doesnt mean the pain that i left on your toe would go away.
    in this case, i think you've stepped on my friend's toe for too long.
    far too effin long.
    *
    to you whom seriously should watch what you say or do.
    liar liar pants on fire.
    and you have no idea as much as there are people who still trust you so much.
    that the other people who aren't as blind...
    can see how the fire on your pants is spreading to everywhere else.
    stop making false stories.
    before you lose yourself to the own fire you created.
    woman, back off.
    **
    to my friend who deserved so much better from the start.
    i'm sorry i supported this 'relationship' in the start.
    i'm sorry i thought the other party would change.
    i'm sorry you got all the hurt because of me believing in the change of some people.
    you deserve better.
    and if you can never believe in love anymore.
    its okay sweets.
    we will not die without a lover's love.
    at least, you know you'd always have MY love.
    and the love from the friendships that do matter a lot more.
    eff the rest.
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    love,
    J