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so every once in a while we cry and feel like its the end of our world.
our heart literally feels like its bleeding and no matter how much your friends are there for you, nothing works.
as though suddenly, nothing can truly make you feel happy anymore.
and your friends will tell you that you can get through this, or say something like
"i've gone through this too, if i can, you can!"
you'd smile and tell them "okay yes i can!"
but in your heart you'd secretly thinks its different for you and your friend.
that they don't know how you're truly feeling and how much hope you've lost in being happy again.

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and many times, you will put your life to a halt.

your feet gets stuck to the ground and you just don't wanna move.
you just wanna be bitter, sad and wonder how things got that bad for you.
not realising that that halt is honestly the reason why you're not getting any better at all.
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but now i'll say it.
if you're willing to take that step even if everything else especially your heart tells you to stop...
then you'll see how the future doesn't always have to be as bad as the past.
well, take that chance.
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if i can do it, you can do it too. =)
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ps. don't mind the yada-ing filled with hope'ish stuff these days. i just know people who need to hear it. and also as my self-reminder.

oh so i've said i've been redecorating my room (well, mine and my sister's) right?
well, at least i've been twitting bout it that is.
and here's a glimpse of it now.
oh that spot i'm sitting has a lot more stuff toys now.
this was just taken right after my mum and i pasted the tree on the wall.
don't mind the face. that was a superly tired home-ish face. lol!
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