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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might to death, or hate to the core.

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    26.10.09
    title: my most nonsensical senseful post ever.
    time: 10:58 PM
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    so here's the irony.
    the odd stinging stupidity of life.
    just when everything seems fine, something goes wrong.
    just when you decide to do the right thing, life happenings give you all the reasons to tell you "see you should have never thought of being so righteous."

    here i was taking all the karma blows.
    thinking of all the times i was a horrible friend, a bad girlfriend, a crap of a human.
    letting it hit me hard. and so that maybe i will clear it all off.
    but is there really ever such a thing?
    no.
    but if there were, i cleared it off. long time ago.

    like i once upon a time said, its just a cycle.
    you do mean to others, people do mean to you.
    you were treated horribly, shut up coz you might do it one day too.
    if thats one lesson life taught me, that'll be it.

    life is whacked.
    full of surprises and shocking news.

    look at this picture.
    sweet isnt it?
    but hidden behind this beautiful picture caught in the moment,
    what if just before it the guy was a total jerk and this is the one time he wanted to make it right.
    we give it a chance.

    and this?
    how many people write it a day?
    and how many people are waiting for the one time they can ever receive a note saying it.

    i am blabbering.
    really i am.
    i have no strong point right now for a post and i dont care.
    no clear view of what i'm trying to put across.
    just a whole lot of verbal angst if that makes sense.

    in a nutshell,
    life is weird.
    life can be stupid and unfair.
    but we breathe. carry on breathing.
    breathe til we finally stop without a choice.

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