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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might to death, or hate to the core.

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    18.1.10
    title: beauty queen.
    time: 1:02 AM
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    i've never really thought about joining pageants.
    the whole continuous smiling and elegance thing didn't look like something i could do.
    plus the fact that i am not tall enough, would not look good in that bikini round nor have flawless skin means a lot. haha...
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    why modelling then?
    because models you can have the unpretty, the plus-sized and doesn't require the continuous smiling.
    basically, i would rather be doing...
    this.
    look all weird and mad but still be considered 'modelling'
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    i however, as you peeps may have known joined that little small scaled car wai yi pageant.
    definitely nothing grand but winning runner up did help me financially fix something i spoiled and i suppose give me a lil more confidence in trying out something new.


    pictures from the last time.
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    was i expecting to win it?
    not at all.
    every girl looked amazing (especially with make up on).
    i guess i was just, lucky?
    oh and how did i pull through with the continuous smiling?
    i did stupid faces when my back was turned to the audience. shh.
    it helped the other contestants smile naturally and me more relaxed okay! good deal right! =P
    shh!
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    and now believe it or not...
    i'm going for The International/ Malaysia College Pin- Up Girls Search.
    i think i've gone mad.
    i actually wasn't planning to join at all but somehow got persuaded to by Vikki in the end.
    plus it only takes 3 days and there is NO swimsuit round.
    that IS a good sign.
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    i'm not going in thinking i'd win.
    especially not when this time this is a much larger deal.
    honestly, i dont know what this pageant is for also. simply only masuk. but winner goes to mexico to compete so it should be quite a big thing right?
    but ah, in it for the experience. =)
    a lil luck this time?
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    ps. its not tomorrow or something. in a couple of weeks actually. haha! just felt like blogging bout it now.