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it feels like in these past few weeks, news of people passing away keeps coming up.
and like i once blogged, i hate death.
can't deal with it, especially to someone i know. or maybe even someone i know's someone.
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so we have all heard about Michael and Farah's death.
and then at the same week, a friend of a friend's.
and it sucks. seriously.
but heaven is a better place to be in right?
no more pain, tears or sorrow.
thats my consolation.
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at the same time i see how hypocritical people can be.
DJs who used to slam MJ down for all his supposed 'crimes' are now singing his praises.
(i can't help wonder if eminem is guilty. i know i'm weird but i suddenly thought of all the vids where he made fun of MJ.)
as i'd twitted, i wonder if people who hate me now will maybe love me when i die then.
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either way,
life is unpredictable.
for all i know, i may die in my sleep tonight.
so here's what i would love to say.
(i don't have the will i once wrote in sec sch anymore. i wonder if qt still has it.)
but okay, verbally....
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to my FAMILY,
i love you guys more than anything else in the world. thank you for loving me back unconditionally, and being the best family i could ever have.
to my FRIENDS,
what can i say? you peeps are ultimately the best friends i could ever have wanted. stuck by me, understood me and shared tears and joy with me. thank you, i love you all!
to my HATERS,
if you hate me for no reason, then whatever, idc. but to those that i have once wronged or let down, i'm sorry. and i hope that someday forgiving me would be a possibility.
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okay. now that i've put it out there... i can die in a lil more peace knowing that some of my last words are saved here.
NOTE.
don't worry, not about to kill myself tonight. i'm pro-life remember?
(for as long as i'm still this positive i reckon.) ha!
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