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janice chian
the glamorously unglamorous girl you see standing there playing with her fingernails and guilty of trying not to shake her feet.

just another girl next door who might bite when needed to.
also that girl you might to death, or hate to the core.

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  • beauty queen.
  • bla bla bla..
  • expectations.
  • silence.
  • 2009 holidays through my holga eyes.
  • jill the waver.
  • ah peks.
  • 2009 in a nutshell
  • just a little bit of eclipse.
  • after the heartbreaks.


  • & colours in between.
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    19.1.10
    title: Cut
    time: 3:08 AM
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    I'm not a stranger
    No I am yours
    With crippled anger
    And tears that still drip sore
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    A fragile frame aged
    with misery
    And when our eyes meet
    I know you'll see
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    I do not want to be afraid
    I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
    I'm tired of feeling so numb
    Relief exists I find it when
    I am cut
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    I may seem crazy
    Or painfully shy
    And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
    If you would just look me in the eye
    I feel alone here and cold here
    Though I don't want to die
    But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
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    I do not want to be afraid
    I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
    I'm tired of feeling so numb
    Relief exists I find it when
    I am cut
    Pain
    I am not alone
    I am not alone
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