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Have you ever had a moment where you thought you were doing something so right only to realise that everyone else thinks it was wrong?
The sort of feeling you get if for example, you excitedly run back home after school to tell your parents you got an A for the exam you worked hard for only to be scolded for something else.
making you crumple that exam paper up thinking, "so what? i'd always be wrong anyway."
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or moments you plan a surprise party or do something you thought was special for someone only to have it backfire? the person hates surprise parties or wished you didn't do that thing only you thought was special.
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stuff like that.
if you knew what the malay word bengang means. thats how one feels.
put the bengang(ness) aside, there's the feeling of getting somewhat slapped across the face or a punch in the stomach.
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i guess sometimes life is just cruel in that sense.
coz nothing truly is black and white in right or wrong.
every arguement could just be a real solid reason or excuse.
it all just depends on who says it and who wants to hear it.
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all in all,
i just wish for once maybe...
that i'm not the only one who thinks i did right.
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ps. moving blog soon! opening it on 1st Feb. =D